I just got a friend block me from Discord saying "You made your decision." Ummm no, actually they gave me an ultimatum of depending on what I say, they may leave for separate lives and never talk again. What'd was the terrible thing I said that made them close the thread? I told them flatly that I didn't care how bad she thought she was, that my life also sucked, and I wasn't about to give up on her. I actually made the opposite decision, and they made the decision because I wasn't like "Ohhh poor you, yes your life sucks" to close it.
The point of all of this, is that I look at Polly and see this really damaged woman who can't seem to get that people actually want them in their lives and it doesn't matter what their damage is or how messed up they are. Who wind up holding a pillow for comfort because they think it's too late. If she added me back on, I'm pretty sure I'd take her, neuroses and all. But ppl like Polly keep telling themselves lies about their worthiness.
It's kinda like she was trapped in the Dark Cell, and couldn't see out the other end, and even my words became part of the problem. "I don't care how bad you think your problems are, I accept you anyway" becomes "I don't care about your problems, so go away."