Off to bed again... You guys really need to log onto SKYPE more often. It's only Churba and Akashayi most of the time and sometimes No.Na
Pain in the arse with my in-laws visiting. They've taken the spare bed so I'm sleeping in with the Mrs.
...Awkward thing when you're separated... I wonder if she'll ever get the courage to tell her parents. I think she likes to pretend everything is alright which is a pity 'cos it means she doesn't want to try and fix anything. You can't fix a problem you don't want to believe exists.
*meh* too over it to care. Either she does or she doesn't and the gap widens until I'm gone. I started this a year ago and made the efforts to fix this up. Granted, much of the abuse has stopped but its at a point where I suddenly realise that I can't remember the last time she made me feel loved. Hell, I'm not even sure she loves me. I think she just loves the idea of not being a divorce. *shrug* given up caring, which may seem a shame but I've honestly been groveling and begging for years to get any hint or trace of love out of her.
A relationship without affection, intimacy and romance is called a friendship and I'm not sure I'd even regard her as a very good friend any more.
... but yeah... Good night
