Oh, you mean like watching you dressed up in latex and leather with Akasha giving you a good whipping?
Ouch?
Looking at Deatzh's choice of words, it's easy to see just how deeply she feels about us all.
edit: um not trying to be an a-hole Deatzh, just thought it was funny that's all!
It's funny because it's true. None of you are familiar/important enough* for me to qualify spending a ton of money and going all the way the hell over to California (although this could be an excuse for me to meet up with my online booty call). Money's tight, and I'm already running two (admittedly unreliable) jobs.
I mean, really, if I just want to visit Brion, I can call him and take the, what? half hour drive to go see him?
*There's only one person I talk to outside of the forums, and even then I still consider all of you strangers.
right. Well that's honest and so well, yeah...right.
Nice talking to you too.
by which I mean, I would like to respond, but am not quite sure how, so, anyway, nothing.
edit: well I was being bitchy right there. Anyway, what I mean is I'm not sure how you can feel so or how it even makes sense to feel so. Unless it's more of an intentional skepticism thing. I feel that way about most forums I've been to, but I feel that people here are actually very genuine. I'd be surprised if there's anyone here that I dont...
oh god damn I always get more personal than is needed here...I'm sorry, I've spent a lot of time in I guess what you would call self-help groups, where we spent a lot of time discussing each others' feelings or whatever. Ignore me. I really need to go to bed...good night again.
You have a good skill at being hurtful though Deatzh. imo. I usually try to shake it off, but...well yeah, there you go. I don't know if you mean it or you just tell yourself that it's ok because you're just speaking your truth, but on the other side it hurts. Just a little feedback for ya.