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Re: I confess
« Reply #1230 on: December 13, 2009, 06:12:44 pm »
Oh, I know it. I don't have it under control, though. That's no way to live. Not for me. It's already ruined enough, & I don't want it to do it again & worse. I have my reservations about medication, but I have my reservations about not taking the most I can out of life, & I know I have all the potential in the world. I'm a great person. I can do whatever I want. It's these damn lows...

Yeah, in which case definitely get help. Me, I know I'll never be able to be all right if I can't do it on my own...doesn't mean other people need it my way.


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Anyways, I don't think it's fair to downplay all the other mental disorders. When you don't know that you have something, some could argue that that's even worse. People look for crutches to lean on, albeit the wrong crutches a lot of the time... but I feel that that's a lot better than leaning on nothing & choosing to give up.

Well, what I mean mostly is all the people you find on the internet that are like "I think I have Asperger's, that why I'm a douche with no social skills" and it kinda hurts the cause of people that really do have it.

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I confess that this video makes me very happy, & any forumite that cares to waste 3 minutes of his/her life should watch it.
LET'S DO THE FORK IN THE GARBAGE DISPOSAL! DING DING DING DINGDINGDINGDINGDING!

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« Reply #1231 on: December 13, 2009, 06:21:59 pm »
Oh, I know it. I don't have it under control, though. That's no way to live. Not for me. It's already ruined enough, & I don't want it to do it again & worse. I have my reservations about medication, but I have my reservations about not taking the most I can out of life, & I know I have all the potential in the world. I'm a great person. I can do whatever I want. It's these damn lows...

Yeah, in which case definitely get help. Me, I know I'll never be able to be all right if I can't do it on my own...doesn't mean other people need it my way.

Thank you. Mm, I wish you luck. Fight the good fight!

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Well, what I mean mostly is all the people you find on the internet that are like "I think I have Asperger's, that why I'm a douche with no social skills" and it kinda hurts the cause of people that really do have it.

Ah. I see.

I confess... that the video I posted probably hurts the cause of fighting gay stereotypes... but it's such a happy video. People like that should exist. I love the Yes Dance. xD

I confess that I am going through a period that is the straightest I have been in like years. What is it with all these attractive boys all of the sudden? Is it me or is them? I think it's me...

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1232 on: December 13, 2009, 06:25:03 pm »
I confess that I am going through a period that is the straightest I have been in like years. What is it with all these attractive boys all of the sudden? Is it me or is them? I think it's me...

Probably just a shortage of attractive girls.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1233 on: December 13, 2009, 06:27:20 pm »
Aw, dammit! That's so sad! :(

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1234 on: December 13, 2009, 06:28:33 pm »
Aw, dammit! That's so sad! :(

It's this recession, chica. Blame Obama.

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« Reply #1235 on: December 13, 2009, 06:35:30 pm »
It's this recession, chica. Blame Obama.

You called me chica. xD

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« Reply #1236 on: December 13, 2009, 07:01:07 pm »
It's this recession, chica. Blame Obama.

You called me chica. xD

I call all the girls I like chica.

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« Reply #1237 on: December 13, 2009, 07:39:43 pm »
You like me? =D

Okay, dumb question, out of habit, of course you do. We've been talkin' all this while.

I like you, too! ^^

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« Reply #1238 on: December 13, 2009, 08:22:15 pm »
You like me? =D

Okay, dumb question, out of habit, of course you do. We've been talkin' all this while.

I like you, too! ^^

Yeah. Not only that, but...




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Re: I confess
« Reply #1239 on: December 14, 2009, 06:07:39 am »
I confess Im hooked on that YouTube vid Churba posted: "get in the back of the van"  ;D
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« Reply #1240 on: December 14, 2009, 09:48:53 am »
Right there with you buddy...let's cry together ;_;

So now I'm going to go ahead and describe you as neurotic :P you would have to be to like that video.

Put the lotion in the basket is pretty good too if you can get passed the excessive F-wording.

It seems like it would be fun to take some home video with a memorable line in it to this guy and pay him to remix it.  (He says he's out of work in his video comment)

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1241 on: December 14, 2009, 09:52:03 am »
ok how would you describe me now? I had two of those vids going at the same time, "Get in the back of the van" might be my signiture now  :)
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« Reply #1242 on: December 14, 2009, 10:08:25 am »
ok how would you describe me now? I had two of those vids going at the same time, "Get in the back of the van" might be my signiture now  :)

Um...More neurotic!


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« Reply #1243 on: December 16, 2009, 08:45:15 am »
I confess I listened to that thing about a billion times yesterday as I was shopping online and writing Christmas cards.  I also listened to Put the lotion in the basket about as many, and "tired your old Granddad out" (excellent!) a few less times.
"You just TIRED...your old granddad out"
"You just TIRED...your old granddad out"
"You just TIRED...your old granddad out"
"your old granddad out, your old granddad out, your old granddad out"
"You just TIRED..."
So completely Epic!  His remixes are like what I usually feel like I want a remix to be.  Watching/listening to other people's I usually feel like they're lacking a little bit of awesome (The Bill O'Reilly one was ok).
Love his selection of subject matter to remix too!  Coffee and Croissants is amazing.
Of course the fact that I like this stuff probably means that something is seriously wrong with me.  Nothing I didn't already know though.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1244 on: December 16, 2009, 05:14:19 pm »
I confess that my wife hasn't spoken to me since Thursday... last week.

I confess I hate the silent treatment.  Couldn't be bothered fixing the shit this time so just returned the silence.  If she still has an interest in this marriage then she can fucking save it.

You're probably wondering what it was over... NOTHING.  Seriously nothing.  I mean, you get those small things sometimes which people just write off as nothing but this was NOTHING.  She had a bad day at work, we were riding home on the train, she got herself worked up over it then started pointing some crap at me then stopped talking or responding to me and eventually went as far as moving to a different seat on the train.

It's just tiring so what the hell. I've been just falling asleep on the couch watching some TV for the last week and pretty much avoiding her and she's been doing the same, expecting me to come and save the flaming day again.  So sick of the shit I can't be bothered.  Again, if she has an interest in this marriage then she can fix it for once.  I've lost my interest so I guess if we both have no interest then it's for the best *shrug*
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« Reply #1245 on: December 16, 2009, 05:31:27 pm »
To be honest, Charles, some of the things you've mentioned regarding your relationship up until this point have brought up red flags for me. I think you deserve to be treated well and to be happy, so whatever happens, you have wishes for the best from me.

./hug

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1246 on: December 16, 2009, 06:27:25 pm »
Yes but it does come back to the old point I've made here and there that she didn't push our relationship into becoming a destructive one alone.  WE turned it into a destructive one together.

By accepting her verbal and mental abuse and, to a good extent, rewarding her for dishing it out to me, I encouraged it and set in her subconscious that this was the way to deal with me and thus, encouraged it to become the set standard and even grow proportionally.

I hit a breaking point with it a little over a year ago and we went to some marriage counseling and sought to try and break out of the routine, but while things improved a bit I think it's too deeply entrenched in us by this stage to eradicate or improve much more.  I believe we're both better off moving on with our lives.  Beyond that, the best bet is to probably live apart for a month or more then move back in and maybe that would put a sort of "reset" on the whole cycle.

Seriously though, I'm not depressed, angry or even worried here.  The thought of this all being resolved one way or the other is actually a bit of a relief and I've felt better than ever for the past week.

...But I'll take the hug anyway *GLOMP*

Seriously... who would turn down a free hug  ;D
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« Reply #1247 on: December 16, 2009, 07:00:14 pm »
Sucks man.

If I were there, I'd buy you a beer or something.

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« Reply #1248 on: December 16, 2009, 08:21:22 pm »
Sucks man.

If I were there, I'd buy you a beer or something.

*shrug* 'tis life.

Thanks for the offer of beer but I already downloaded a virtual one from Akashayi  ;D
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1249 on: December 17, 2009, 12:13:42 am »
I confess I got a repossesion notice yesterday morning  :(
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« Reply #1250 on: December 17, 2009, 06:10:20 am »
I confess I got a repossesion notice yesterday morning  :(
oops!

charlie: I wouldn't buy you a beer but I'd have one with you (if you paid for mine) ;).  Would like to echo Akasha's sentiments and say whatever happens I hope it's the best for you.  I think you're a pretty amazing guy and any girl would be lucky to have you for a mate, mate.

Any homely, fairly dimwitted girl that is.

totally kidding!!!!!!!

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« Reply #1251 on: December 17, 2009, 08:40:53 am »
Hye Charles want to go out for a few jars and drown our sorrows together............I'm paying and its not often you hear a Scotsman say that lol.
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« Reply #1252 on: December 17, 2009, 12:31:18 pm »
@Oddball: DONE! ummmm, but maybe I should pay.  ::) :P

So just how bad are you in it mate?  Do you see a pathway to more shallow waters or are you set to suffer deeper depths?
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« Reply #1253 on: December 17, 2009, 12:40:04 pm »
I confess i looked at Akashayi's profile, and now i wonder if it's her b-day, cause the cake is standing next to her age....

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« Reply #1254 on: December 17, 2009, 12:45:41 pm »
I confess i looked at Akashayi's profile, and now i wonder if it's her b-day, cause the cake is standing next to her age....

Quoted from the sex thread: "Good, tomorrow is the 25th iteration of the demon goddess veneration day, and the rituals demand sexy."

So yeah, it's a happy birthday for Akasha.

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« Reply #1255 on: December 17, 2009, 12:57:46 pm »
Hehehe. I do confess that today is the day I become an old lady ^^

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« Reply #1256 on: December 17, 2009, 01:24:34 pm »
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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« Reply #1257 on: December 17, 2009, 03:44:19 pm »
I confess i just logged in at work to say HAPPY BIRTDAY to the beautifull old sexy ninja-lady!!!!!!!! :-* Hope you have a great day :)

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« Reply #1258 on: December 17, 2009, 04:01:17 pm »
Old?  Ouch! *lol*
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1259 on: December 18, 2009, 12:29:42 am »

i confess since Akashayi described her self as "old"  I feel ancient  :( 


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