I confess that that's nothing. I had a dream this morning that we had another child and for some reason he was cooked and served for dinner. *details removed due to being potentially disgusting - we didn't actually eat him though, I had a "WTF?" moment in the dream and woke up* He had the same name as my current younger boy, and... Oh, and we're vegetarian by the way. It was very emotionless in the dream, almost as if I wasn't really thinking about what I was doing. Actually the feeling was very similar to when I deal with meat irl, at parties or whatever, I try not to think about what it is or what I'm doing. Not that I'm opposed to eating animals, it's just that I haven't done it in so long that it kind of weirds me out.
Well that's one that when you wake up you really have to think if it says anything about your subconscious. I have no freaking idea, unless it means that I'm too concerned and worrisome about my kids' lives, sort of "dissecting" them and internalizing them (symbolized by eating him, not that that actually happened in the dream)? I dunno. But I think dream analyses are usually more subtle and symbolic than that, and also potentially nonsense.
I am very worrisome about my kids, but I try not to let it affect how I treat them. I just play with them mostly. I guess that doesn't affect the fact that my subconscious eats babies though.
haha top that.
edit: I'm sorry if that's very fucking disgusting. I'm going to edit a bit to hopefully be a little less descriptive.