I confess my day is fucked up now.
It was great yesterday and today. Me and my friends had a fantastic sleepover to say goodbye to one of our friends who is going away for a year to study, but when I got home I've got a note on facebook where one of the friends I hung out with in j-high, decides to make our friendship really difficult and complicated, just when I need to ask her a simple question.
I've already explained everything to her, but she keeps asking the same questions; if she's done something wrong, and if we can ever be friends again.
I just needed a change of friends for a while, and I gt it this year, and it was just what I needed. Someone mature and different who could support me.
And I want to be her friend, but I have accepted that she might leave me because it seems that I've abandoned her, but even if I explain my situation and how I see her friendship, she won't ever consider it my real view, as if I'm lying and we're really done.
It's completely as if she doesn't trust that I tell her the truth, and ends up drawing conclusions of her own when I've explained everything.
I fell like an ass, while I also feel frustrated that she doesn't understand when I explain to her.