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Re: I confess
« Reply #1440 on: April 12, 2012, 10:10:14 pm »
i confess that I'm buying a tree for my dad for his birthday  :-*
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1441 on: April 13, 2012, 03:29:52 am »
I confess I'm having finger trouble uploading a new pic  >:(
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1442 on: April 13, 2012, 04:27:17 am »
I confess I'm going crazy with a lot of my construction projects

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1443 on: April 24, 2012, 12:18:21 am »
I confess it's past midnight and I'm still working :( ... boo.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1444 on: April 25, 2012, 06:24:42 pm »
I confess I'm going nuts with my construction projects by staying up past midnight! 

Chemistry is too much fun.  Must go buy more sulphuric acid. 

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1445 on: May 02, 2012, 02:42:38 am »
I confess I've let some of my Mod duties slip in other forums  :(
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1446 on: May 03, 2012, 07:18:57 am »
I confess I'm giddy all over for a package due to be delivered on monday afternoon weighing in at 17kg

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1447 on: May 03, 2012, 08:29:27 pm »
i confess that I am 30 years old now. :'(
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1448 on: May 09, 2012, 12:45:48 am »
i confess that I am 30 years old now. :'(

I confess I've decided turning 30 will be awesome :D (Also because I want to split a bottle of Macallan 30 with friends that day <,<)

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1449 on: May 09, 2012, 11:58:12 am »
I confess I have recived the package I was waiting for and it contained a 18lbs airsoft machinegun launching the BBs at 450fps V0 and a 2xmagnifying red dot sight... a wet dream come true!

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1450 on: May 10, 2012, 01:39:59 pm »
I confess I'm drooling uncontrollably over Akashyi's Macallan and Emp's machine gun.

I also confess that everyone JUST turning or about to turn 30 in here has just made me feel ancient! (thank you I'm off to cry).
« Last Edit: May 10, 2012, 01:41:30 pm by Oddball »
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« Reply #1451 on: May 18, 2012, 10:32:46 pm »
I confess I'm drooling uncontrollably over Akashyi's Macallan and Emp's machine gun.

I also confess that everyone JUST turning or about to turn 30 in here has just made me feel ancient! (thank you I'm off to cry).

Aw, don't cry Oddball... come share my Scotch ;)

I confess I miss a lot of forumites.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1452 on: May 18, 2012, 10:39:02 pm »
I confess that I do too. :(
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1453 on: May 19, 2012, 08:45:15 am »
I confess I'm so tired that my contact lenses have dried out and are now part of my eyeballs.
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1454 on: May 19, 2012, 11:55:16 am »
I confess I still get crushes on select forumites from time to time...

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1455 on: May 19, 2012, 03:22:03 pm »
I confess I still read Flipside actively!

I confess that I read through this thread and some other old posts of mine, and I'm a bit horrified by how aggressive, whiny and angry I was all the time. While I'm still struggling with emotional problems every day, I feel like I have grown some. The screaming girl in the past posts kind of scares me.

I confess I was finally officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which partly explains the above.
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« Reply #1456 on: May 19, 2012, 08:32:06 pm »
I confess I still read Flipside actively!

I confess that I read through this thread and some other old posts of mine, and I'm a bit horrified by how aggressive, whiny and angry I was all the time. While I'm still struggling with emotional problems every day, I feel like I have grown some. The screaming girl in the past posts kind of scares me.

I confess I was finally officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which partly explains the above.

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There are times I look back and wonder how I could have ever been the way I was years ago :) The things that felt life and death depended on when I was 19 now feel really silly. Growth is a good thing.

and crushes, hell, I can't help but feel a great fondness for the whole lot of you. Heh, especially after meeting two forumites in person ;P

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1457 on: May 19, 2012, 09:42:11 pm »
On the theme of growing.
I confess I'm a much more stable man than the boy I was at 20. There has been a lot of changes and many of them in the last two years leaving me a calmer and with a lot less angst now that I have realized where much of it comes from and what to do with it.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1458 on: May 20, 2012, 09:19:00 am »
I confess I'm still the same "old" Odd I was way back when the hills where being formed..........is that strange or is that just me?
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1459 on: May 20, 2012, 11:38:29 am »
It's just you Odd, and the way we others learned to like you. :P

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1460 on: May 22, 2012, 10:18:41 pm »
I confess I'm watching Eureka

I confess I've changed alot over the years too. but I think its been a while
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1461 on: May 22, 2012, 11:09:37 pm »
I confess I aprecciate how much my cat loves to rub himself against my three-day stubble XD

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1462 on: May 31, 2012, 07:42:18 pm »
I confess that I've changed a whole hell of a lot over the years.  And it feels like a whole hell of a lot over the past two weeks as well.  (Powerful medications will do that.)

I also confess, that, as much as that used to scare me, I now think, maybe that it's not such a bad thing. 

(I guess the brain washing worked.)

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« Reply #1463 on: June 06, 2012, 02:07:26 am »
I confess I still read Flipside actively!

I confess that I read through this thread and some other old posts of mine, and I'm a bit horrified by how aggressive, whiny and angry I was all the time. While I'm still struggling with emotional problems every day, I feel like I have grown some. The screaming girl in the past posts kind of scares me.

I confess I was finally officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which partly explains the above.

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If we're still talking about confessions

There are times I look back and wonder how I could have ever been the way I was years ago :) The things that felt life and death depended on when I was 19 now feel really silly. Growth is a good thing.

and crushes, hell, I can't help but feel a great fondness for the whole lot of you. Heh, especially after meeting two forumites in person ;P

AKASHA I LOVE YOU! ;_;

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1464 on: June 06, 2012, 11:42:36 am »
I confess I went through much of the same stuff.  Its difficult to imagine some of the things that depressed me in my even my early 20's let alone through my teens.  I sort of shake my head at myself and wonder how I was ever so upset or concerned about things I now regard as trivial.

I'm can only imagine how my parents may have felt about them and wonder how I'll feel as Evelyn/Bunny goes through that age and tries to express to me many fears, worries and concerns that I likely experienced and now dismiss.  I guess I'll just need to remember and imagine what I needed at the time to make it through those years and provide as best I can.

I confess that my understanding and outlook on life has completely changed for me as early as my mid 20's (I'm now 31).  Certainly things have changed since my mid 20's but before then I feel like I was a dramatically different person.

@Razzly:  I think its always a bonus and almost relief to have a correct diagnosis.  Its not just about being correctly counseled and medicated, its like you get a better understanding of your own behaviors and can explain and comprehend what your doing and why you're doing it.  Certainly you still suffer, and while I can't relate to BPD in particular, I think it just overall makes it better to be able to know almost what to expect and you feel like you can almost write off the worst parts of it with that ability to relate it to the identified condition.
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1465 on: June 06, 2012, 07:01:07 pm »
I confess that this is not much of a confession.  Just an offer.  If you need to talk to someone else who's officially "mentally interesting," Razzly, let me know.   <--- Bipolar II   

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1466 on: June 07, 2012, 09:24:01 pm »
i confess the teddy bear piccies were taken last night instead of tonight.
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1467 on: June 07, 2012, 11:55:44 pm »
I confess I danced around my yard a little bit when a CD-ish sized package arrived in the mail today. Most wonderful.

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Re: I confess
« Reply #1468 on: June 08, 2012, 08:15:50 am »
I confess my faced cracked when I smiled when I received two packages today.  Now I can get on finishing off my Dark Angels.
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Re: I confess
« Reply #1469 on: June 09, 2012, 12:38:24 pm »


@Razzly:  I think its always a bonus and almost relief to have a correct diagnosis.  Its not just about being correctly counseled and medicated, its like you get a better understanding of your own behaviors and can explain and comprehend what your doing and why you're doing it.  Certainly you still suffer, and while I can't relate to BPD in particular, I think it just overall makes it better to be able to know almost what to expect and you feel like you can almost write off the worst parts of it with that ability to relate it to the identified condition.

I agree a 100%. Knowing what it is makes it easier to deal with. Recognizing symptoms make you capable of going "Okay, this is BPD. This is brain-ghosts, that woman did not actually just look at me with disgust."
It also makes it easier to solve conflicts with other people.
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