okay I'm so angry I couldn't eat today and Me+ not eating= super upset.
I mean what the hell.
Okay so most of you know my BF dumped me recently. it's the big fight there was before the break up that I'm so friekin pissed off about.
I got into a little tiff with an 8yr old boy about the new movie Avatar vs the new movie Avatar the last airbender. I thought it was a preview for the Avatar and we argued the point as the parents paused the damn preview while we went back and fourth yes, no, yes,no,etc. It could have been avoided totally if they had just hit play. he was right and i was wrong i hadn't seen a preview for the new airbender movie yet and all i really heard was "avatar" before the whole thing started. anyways the whole room decided I was wrong to argue not because i was wrong but because it was with an 8yr old kid. one of the moms of one of my friends was there and she was all like you shouldn't argue with an 8 yr old or you should know better than to argue with an 8yrold. i was like what the hell >>>not my words i was actually alot nicer about the whole thing>>> Kids are smarter these days blah blah blah, etc. don't tell me i can't argue with a friekin 8yr old. to me that's bull>>> again no where near my exact words but you get how i felt>>> It ended on a bad note with her saying "lets drop this" and me saying "whatever" meaning fine/I give but of course most people don't realize i mean that when I say that, they think i'm being mean. i did say fine to cover up but yeah it was not a good moment. it wasn't till after the kid had left the room that they hit play and I found out it was the airbender movie preview. I was like "Oh My mistake!" and well that sent more pissed offness through the room.
anyways my BF decided to pull me aside while i was in the kitchen after and tell me i had to apologize to the kid and the friends mom. I was so mad about that. fuck being told to apologize. I'm better than that. I was planning to apologize to the kid already. but fuck apologizing for arguing with an 8yr old kid just because they're 8yrs old is not something i'm gonna do. as it was I did apologize to the kid but didn't really get a chance to say anything to the friend's mom because we left soon after. I still wanna say sorry for the "whatever" cuz it was bad timed. but now they prolly all think I only said sorry to the kid cuz the BF told me to and that's not how I do things.
anyways i couldn't stop thinking about the whole fuckin mess all day at work and it didn't help that the girl i have the uneasy strained truce with at work was giving me the "I'm not listening to you"crap again.
on a final note: I just hate that the Avatar movie is fucking named "Avatar" and not named after whatever it is the race of blue people is called or some sorta War of planet blah related title. I haven't seen the movie yet and all i can think is it better have a damn good reason for being called Avatar after causing all this crap confusion.