My fucked up day...
I just need to let it out!Me and my stupid self....I caused a porth a cath to clog with blood...during my way to busy shift...I managed to eat for a few minutes and after that the guy walked up to me saying he didn't see the infusion bag going...so i saw his bag was empty and connected another one...i think it was running at that time...after that i did a million things and forgot to check it again...then when i checked it...it wasn't running..so i tried all sorts of stuff...but it didn't work...That bothers me so much! Cause...i just don't want me to fail...and for him it's awfull if it would stop working, cause he needs it....
After my shift...just now, i started checking my emails and i saw this mail from my ex-boyfriend who broke up with his girl a few weeks ago...and i kind of wondered if when i would see him again... what would happen...I don't think it would have worked...cause i'm just diffrent, but anyway....he got together with her again...good for him thou....but anyway...life sucks...