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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #540 on: November 09, 2009, 03:36:54 am »
FUCKING BASTARD!! had a good collection of Iron Maiden CDs and my ex's son had either lost a few or ruined the ones I have managed to salvage.  Trying to put them onto my external hard drive and found the CDs scratched,CD cases broken or the Hologram slip covers missing!!  Odd is not happy!! >:( >:( >:( >:( >:( >:( >:( >:(
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #541 on: November 09, 2009, 06:20:05 am »
Well, I think I just had the most miserable night of my life.

Went to sleep way too late, with a dry face and stuffed nose and leaking eyes, only to be woken up every second hour by the smell of shit, after my apparently sick dog did number two on the floor. Twice in the same night. Then she ate it, and an hour later threw up the shit again, narrowly missing my playstation2.
That's when I put her to the kitchen to sleep.

In the morning, I wake up, having slept not nearly enough, and go to clean up the throw-up, shit and piss my sick dog has done in the kitchen. (Protip, Freya: If you didn't eat your own crap, you probably wouldn't feel so sick.)

I take her out, and get the mail on the way back. There are two huge packages, they are for my roommate.
I have one letter. Was it from the state, telling me I was getting the loan I sought?
Nope, it was the state, threatening to come take my car and tv if I don't pay the 2-year old bills that my mother was supposed to pay.

Someone kill me. Please.

Wow. That is just...awful. I'll say a prayer for you, Razzly. Not convinced it'll do anything, but I'll say it.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #542 on: November 09, 2009, 07:08:11 am »
Thank you CDSM. The thought counts.
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #543 on: November 09, 2009, 07:28:39 am »
Anything you can do to make your mom pay up?

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #544 on: November 11, 2009, 01:26:35 am »
I have 15.89 gigs of music on my laptop, and I can't find a damn thing I want to listen to. That's 200 albums and 2385 songs, 187 hours worth of music *Slightly less than 8 days*, NOTHING.

This is both aggravating and really depressing.
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #545 on: November 13, 2009, 12:55:30 am »
new post for new rage

I just got fucking blue screened. This just sugarcoats the amazingly horribad funk I've been having.


Edit: annnnd  now I have to wash vomit out of my hair...
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #546 on: November 15, 2009, 10:03:22 pm »
I need advice.

I am considering writing an extremely hurtful letter to a "friend" basically telling her that she is a worthless friend, that I never want to speak with her again, and that I hope she lives and dies in deep depression.

Like so many others I have coldly left in the dust, she has become dead weight and a parasite on me. I feel continuing the friendship would be a "sunk costs fallacy". I feel like I should continue being her friend even though I have received nothing from her, she does things like not helping me at all when i need emotional support, ignoring me constantly, taking a month to send back freaking letter because she keeps "forgetting" to put it in the mailbox. Seriously, what the fuck is up with that? When I get a message from a friend, I response THAT DAY. Often that minute. It's important to me. Obviously, I'm not that important to her, and if I'm not, what good is she?

You might say, "Well, fine CDSM, stop being her friend, but no need to get vicious."

Yes. There is a need to get vicious. It's my need to do something I'll regret. It's my need to spit my venom instead of swallowing it. It's my need to do something to hurt someone else.

My morality tells me I shouldn't, but I'm not sure I care anymore. Right now I'm up for doing something evil. And doing it because it will feel good.

I'm up for being the real horrible, callous me and not the pussy who is nice to people just so they'll like him even though whatever friendships I get out of it are ultimately hollow.

Maybe it's just because I feel she'll actually show a little more initiative if she realizes that what she had is gone.

And you know what I'll do if she comes to me wanting to be friends again.

I'm going to laugh and say no.


Get ready world. CDSM is ready for a change. No more....whatever the hell I was before. Maybe I'm committing social suicide if I take the mantle of negativity...but that's a consequence I'm prepared to deal with. I'm so sick of stagnancy, even spectacular failure seems like a better choice than this shit.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #547 on: November 15, 2009, 10:27:53 pm »
arg. about a week ago I told someone who used to be crazy important to me that they didn't deserve to be my friend (and some other choice words). I've never done that before, even with other people who I should technically hate.

Anyway, whatever you do CDSM, you are worth more than getting pushed around, though I have no idea what the circumstances are. And as korean as I am regarding revenge, I don't know... it's healthy just to realize your own worth and move on, if that's what you need to do. Either way, best of luck.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #548 on: November 16, 2009, 06:33:56 am »
arg. about a week ago I told someone who used to be crazy important to me that they didn't deserve to be my friend (and some other choice words). I've never done that before, even with other people who I should technically hate.

Anyway, whatever you do CDSM, you are worth more than getting pushed around, though I have no idea what the circumstances are. And as korean as I am regarding revenge, I don't know... it's healthy just to realize your own worth and move on, if that's what you need to do. Either way, best of luck.

Yeah, I know. My conscience just won't let me be that mean. Stupid conscience, holding me back.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #549 on: November 16, 2009, 05:43:04 pm »
Well CDSM, I've never had a friend like that before, so I haven't had to do anything, but... I would (or I'd like to think I would) write that letter, telling her exactly what she's stupidly doing that's hurting me and why I don't want to talk to her anymore. Everything but the "dying in deep drepression" bit, because while I can be mean, I couldn't be that mean to someone directly.
But fuck, man, that girl needs to get something coming to her.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #550 on: November 16, 2009, 06:23:38 pm »
Well CDSM, I've never had a friend like that before, so I haven't had to do anything, but... I would (or I'd like to think I would) write that letter, telling her exactly what she's stupidly doing that's hurting me and why I don't want to talk to her anymore. Everything but the "dying in deep drepression" bit, because while I can be mean, I couldn't be that mean to someone directly.
But fuck, man, that girl needs to get something coming to her.

She does need a wake-up call, and I am probably the one to give it to her....but right now just isn't a good time, I think. It might not necessarily be her fault, as she's busy with schoolwork too...so I don't want to overstress her with my drama.

Which, in fact, is the excuse I've told myself for the past four years.  :P

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #551 on: November 16, 2009, 07:38:53 pm »
Maybe she's just had a really, really, really long essay to write? XD

Well, whatever you decide to do, and whenever you decide to do it, good luck.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #552 on: November 17, 2009, 08:06:32 pm »
I'm going to find the person who invented migraines, and stab him in the face. ./eyetwitch

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #553 on: November 27, 2009, 04:07:49 pm »
Making people angry pushes them away....
Making people feel guilty pushes them away as well....no-one likes to feel guilty.
I would advice you to find out more about the reason she treats you like this, you obviously feel strong about this relationship...
Otherwise you probably wouldn't be eager to hurt her.
If you have tried this and can't find a reason, i would just talk to her about it. No drama, no reprimanding....just an open and honest conversation about how you feel.
If nothing changes...then just let it die slowly...people change....times change...
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #554 on: November 27, 2009, 04:13:51 pm »
Making people angry pushes them away....
Making people feel guilty pushes them away as well....no-one likes to feel guilty.
I would advice you to find out more about the reason she treats you like this, you obviously feel strong about this relationship...
Otherwise you probably wouldn't be eager to hurt her.
If you have tried this and can't find a reason, i would just talk to her about it. No drama, no reprimanding....just an open and honest conversation about how you feel.
If nothing changes...then just let it die slowly...people change....times change...
Remember the good days and cherish those!
 


Well, we'll see when the next time I can talk to her is. And thanks for your advice.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #555 on: November 27, 2009, 04:16:47 pm »
Sure :) I'm off again...c ya guys!

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #556 on: November 28, 2009, 02:43:00 pm »
I'M SO ANGRY!
Hi.
I've been out for two years, so warn me if I act like I missed something obvious. ^^;

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #557 on: December 03, 2009, 09:57:50 am »

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #558 on: December 11, 2009, 12:06:04 am »
I'm jealous wish I could do that instead of working 12 hour night shifts

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #559 on: December 18, 2009, 11:12:15 pm »
I read an article about a high school girl that got gangraped outside her homecoming, there was several guys raping her, and several more watching and cheering them on. Before some guy came across and called the cops.

I mean Jesus fuck. I swear, if that was my school, there would be a shooting targeting all those bastards.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #560 on: December 18, 2009, 11:22:07 pm »
Ugh.

Yeah, I would probably be incited to immediate violence if I came across that.  >:(

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #561 on: December 19, 2009, 12:25:51 am »
That poor girl, I hope she survives. *mentally that is*
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #562 on: December 19, 2009, 12:45:05 am »
That poor girl, I hope she survives. *mentally that is*

Well, I guess she was drunk/passed out at the time. So she at least doesn't have much memory of the actual experience.

But yeah. My opinion of humanity didn't need to hear this story.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #563 on: December 19, 2009, 03:15:54 am »
Fucking bastards!  >:( would of been a target rich enviroment that night.
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #564 on: December 19, 2009, 10:44:41 am »
If they aren't begging to be locked up for life it's still a target rich environment around their neighborhoods the way I see it, including onlookers, cheering or not.
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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #565 on: December 20, 2009, 04:21:37 am »
@Kaeoden:  :'(

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #566 on: December 20, 2009, 05:18:02 am »
Goddamnit, I shovel the driveway and front steps, and then, five minutes later, BAM, it's a fucking blizzard. Fuck you, Blizzard. Fuck you.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #567 on: December 20, 2009, 09:56:18 am »
Ya know what?
Fuck it....

Don't let the ground hit you on the way down!

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #568 on: December 21, 2009, 02:02:34 am »
@Kaeoden:  :'(

Want to talk about it?
Nah, I'm just hating on myself as usual.

Ya know what?
Fuck it....

Don't let the ground hit you on the way down!
Wait...isn't that how it supposed to work?
With my luck, I'd miss and hit something else.

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Re: A little pit of rage
« Reply #569 on: December 21, 2009, 03:24:20 am »
We have a saying in Australia here for people with bad luck.

"If it were raining castles, I'd get hit by the dunny door"

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