Joining the military could certainly be a good thing for some people, imo.
Though it may be described as CDSM describes it, some people find a home there, and really enjoy it and find a deep personal connection with it. Whatever the fuck works for a person man, why judge?
And I'm all good with insane people, and yes, if killing is your business then the military might be a good place to explore that. Although I'd say killing is probably like .00000000003% of a person's job on average if they're in the military. Probably even if you're in active combat it doesn't stray far from that. There'd be a whole lot of shit to put up with before you ever got to put a bullet through someone's brain. But it's in dealing with all that shit that a lot of people find a lot of meaning. But if you're interested in guns and firepower and such, then the military may be a good fit.
And we all read what you post Kaeoden (how the f do you spell your name? every time I'm like ok now which vowel is next?) so don't try to play that card. We all get mostly "ignored" here, so...um yeah, or something. If you want people to reply try starting an argument maybe?
But don't hit the Delete Account button please. You're the resident emo! (ok, yeah I know..that wasn't original.)
But anyway, yeah, I hope you don't.